Okay, so I said I would list what I got for my birthday and also for Christmas. :D

Birthday:
- money from my grandma
- an AWESOME painting from my sister featuring the Tardis
- a makeupbag and some makeup from parents and brother
- hugs :D (hey, it counts. xD)

Christmas:
- candy and some money from two of my friends (total surprise on these)
- money from my grandma
- "The Host" from my sister, brother & brother's gf
- special painting paper (dunno what else to call it -_-) from same as above
- a painting set with pens and one of those dolls (for reference) and colours etc from parents
- a cream for my face from parents
- headphones from parents

I think that was it? *rubs chin* If I have forgotten something, then sorry. My own gift for my birthday was my cellphone, which I bought like... Eh, a month earlier? Still, it was my birthday gift for myself. I didn't really get myself something for X-mas. I probably will at some point, but then again it doesn't matter. I buy loads of things for myself all the time. LOL

Having like a Bleach marathon today. I love Bleach so much and I am glad that I decided to get back into it again. I am having a hard time to access other shows atm and anime is easier to find online to watch. Hopefully things will get better when I sit at my own internet and can do as I wish be. *eyeroll*

Also, Merry Christmas yet again! ♥

Let's start at a happy note: MERRY CHRISTMAS to those that celebrate. If there is someone that isn't, happy holidays to you! ♥

Okay, something else. So, I was at the dentist this Monday. Which itself just by mentioned the dentist everyone is like "awh, that sucks :(" . Yes, it sucks. It is the royal pain OF MY WALLET. ... Ahem. Anyhow, I was there. And it was all things weird.

First off, scarf. Stop getting stuck in the zipper of my jacket! That was so embarssing being stared at a dentist and her assistant. They didn't even think it was funny, which made it even more LAME. Also, you two working here. Stop talking about your job experiences when you are trying to fix my tooth. It is disturbing and I am scared for my teeth's sake. Not that they care, but I bloody do.

And the nerve of the dentist when she was done. "Oh, now comes the sad part." FOR WHO? FOR ME? Yeah, probably. FOR MY WALLET? Yeah, it almost got raped by you, but it will survive. PAYING IS SAD? WELL NOT FOR YOU OBVIOUSLY YOU GET YOUR FAT PAYCHECK EVERY MONTH. Bloody hell. I was so pissed on the inside I forgot to bloody say merry Christmas and the like. Not that they did either. But whatevs.

My headphones have decided to DIE on me. At least the left side. I am stuck with my earplugs to my mp3player. How is my ears? IN PAIN. Do I care? Not really, as long as I can hear my music.

Gah!

Next up is the guy. Oh boy, can he confuse me more? He is really getting on my nerves with his ways on msn. It is not as if he is doing anything wrong or inappropriate... I just don't get him. He is random, and he surely is weird. Guys needs to stop being so damn confusing, dammit.

'kay. Done ranting for now. I... Will return with Christmas-y rants probably later or tomorrow. And like what I got for presents. I should list what I got for my birthday as well maybe? Hmm. Yeah.

Birthday: It was brilliant. :) Couldn't wish for more, really. And it is so strange to be 20 now! No longer a teenager. So weird. And I can't say I've been depressed about it either. More or less I have accepted that I am getting older. Me and my friends joke about it and say that I am old now and lol it is funny. xD

Lovelife: It makes me want to cry. I am head over heels for this guy at the dorm. I just know that we would be good together. He however has no interest in my like that (we are good friends however which is nice), but even if his words of text say one thing, is actions say things differently. It is very strange. The whole situation is really fishy. I just hope that he will realise what he is doing and maybe if he have feelings admit to them. I have only one term left and you know... I want something to happen before I leave school. Really. He is just... So damn amazing. And I can't get over him. He is just... Like made for me. Which sounds stupid and completely fangirly, but seriously. It is just something about him. And I haven't seen him in a bit over a day and I miss him terribly. I really do wish for him and me. I really do. And I feel ashamed sometimes of how much I do feel for him. I haven't known him for that long... But you know. GAH! It makes me so frustrated all of this! :(

Otherwise: Ehm... Dunno what to say. My life has been so busy with hanging out with my rl friends, I am not sure what to do with all this online time I have now. :S

First off, my computer has moodswings, so we'll see how it goes to post this entry and whatnot. It has issues, and I can't figure out what it is. I might just try to save money to a new computer, or whatnot. It is probably for the best anyhow. I've had this one for ages, but we'll see. Not really top priority.

Otherwise... I have been real hurt by someone who I thought was my friend in school. Seriously, she is one real false person to me now. I am not really going to explain why and how, but what she did, it was hurtful. Is it so hard to be a nice to me? Seriously. I believed the best about her and she just destroyed it. I mean, I am just human, I have faults too, but it as if I can't even be happy according to her or something. Ugh. :( I'm glad that I have better and other friends than her, anyhow. They are brilliant. <3

School is going fine. :)

And birthday on Sunday! OMG, I am going to be twenty. O.O Seriously... I am so stunned that I am getting THAT old already. I still miss being like a kid... I am so childish sometimes still, so at least I have not lost that. xD

And yay for cake for birthday too! I love cake. :D