So, what's been happening lately with me? Loads, I would say. Or not as much as I wished. Well, with school, things are moving steady forwards to the goal, and hopefully it will be as good as I hope for when we go on break for Christmas. Then it's going to be quite stressful really to make things just fall into place. Money, new apartment and everything else. If everything goes as it should, next year I will be living in my own and real and first apartment. And that's scary. But hopefully it will be alright. I am taking it slow. I'll let you know if it all fucks up and I have to move back to my parents or whatnot. :P

My love life... It just confuses me. And let's just leave it at that. I have no idea what is going on, but hey, I'm fine with that. Nobody ever said that love and that shiz was easy. That is just simply bullshit if they try to say that. :P

Watched 2012 in the cinema last night with the dorm. Well, that is one movie I don't need to see again. *shrug* Going to watch New Moon next week with my siblings! Which is going to be a movie I look forward to. Let's see how cracktastic it's going to be this time around. :P And almost all tickets were gone when we got ours.... I fear the fangirls that might be there. *shudder*

Otherwise... Not much to say. I'll hopefully get back online more often soon, but right now I rather just do other things lol. And my mood just swings back and forth and it's not so easy to try to focus on something at my computer for some reason. It just starts to annoy me and I walk away most of the time anyhow. Yeah...

so things are going... Well i'm not really sure to be honest. Right now I'm sick from taking that vaccin thing against the swine flu.

And the guy I like at the dorm? Well... He appaerently only like me as a friend. But I probably won't try to get over my feelings just like that. Why? Because it feels like... Something is there anyhow. An no, it's just not that I'm in denial. When he looks my way... It's something that says there is more behind the words. But we just have to wait and see.

so I've not posted in a while an now I am at my parents place updating from my cellphone lol. So much has happended with my feelings to I can sure tell you that.

So yeah I liked that guy I've mentioned here before. I mean, he and I might maybe work nicely together but there are so many things in the way I sorta feel like I should not bother...

Hence there is this real cute guy that lives at the dorm. He has caught my eye more than once... I really want to give him a chance. Becauce there is something there. We texed back and forth yesterday and there was that flirty spark there. Then again I could be blind but I don't think so...

we'll see what happens. I'll keep people updated lol or something. XD

I never thought - This is not what I'm like
I never thought - This is not what I do
I never thought - This is not what I'm like
I never thought - I think I'm falling for you
I never thought -
I never thought -
That I could feel this something
Rising, rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again

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Its alright I never thought I'd fall in love again
The Magic Numbers - I See You, You See Me

I don't really have much to say today. I'll probably do a longer entry soon with a current update with my life and stuff. :)

I just love this song. It just... It's hard to explain.